Reckless Abandon

Song I wrote in February.  It rings especially true over this last week or so:

(Verse 1)
I've listened to you enough
Now it's your turn not to speak
I've heard everything you have to say
Around this time last week
I'm sick of every statement
That will come through your mouth
I could say some unnecessary things
But we won't go that route
I just feel it's high time
That what I feel is said
Before I start becoming
Even more messed up in the head
So I'll pour every ounce of hate
Into every word I say
Just so you might get an idea
Of exactly how I feel today
And hopefully to God
This gets through your thick skull
So I can start to move
And make all of these thoughts null

(Chorus)
I don't need your empty promises
Or your heavy handed words
I don't need your selfishness
Or your fakey fake love
I don't need your excuses
When you fall off the wagon
All I need is to put you behind me
With reckless abandon

(Verse 2)
I don't need any more reasons
To cast you aside
Because I have my reasons
To move on with my life
And this life I talk about
Is one without you in it
Just to clarify
That means we're through, we're finished
I know I can forgive
But I sure can't forget
So I'll forgive, but never give you a chance
To make my time with you my regret
And this solution isn't temporary
It's every part of permanent
So look at me one last time
And always remember this

Repeat (Chorus)

(Bridge)
I don't want to remember you
Just go away
And maybe I won't have to
It's time to push you away
I don't need to be near you
You're no good for me
And I'm glad that you
Will no longer be a part of me

Repeat (Chorus)